Monday, March 5, 2012

I thought I would share this.


"There's not enough time!"
we shriek to the sky.
Holding hands
     we run
      barefoot through the mud
        leaves,
We collapse, laugh, scream
howl madly at the moon.
We roll and stare 
       wide eyed at the night,
        never more alive.
I trace new constellations
    --in stars, old night
      and tell you their stories

And you smile.

So set on our tales,
we'll curse stars for moving,
      throw rocks to try to bring
      the whole glittery blackness down.
And then dance through the dust.

We make plans to steal
the first of the sun's rays
as they peak over the hill,
stretch to snatch it up, 
hold the light tight in our fists
       and ransom it
       for just a few more dark hours.

We drive for miles and miles
until we see
    Our lights,
    climb to the top
And here

alone
atop the world,
our lips meet.

And here

palms pressed to fingertips
pressed lips
and hips
and knees,
bodies ache for exposure
and Summer Night
melts cloth to feet
that press
bare to dirt.

"We're the only two in the world,"
    I say,
and you open your eyes
streetlights--traffic lights--headlights
                          all dark
            your laugh and smile
            the only sound in
 still, office block canyons.
Standing there at the edge of a breath,
we leap
And bounding through, pounding
    moonlight and starlight into dust,
    we dance,
    we collapse,
  we fall we fall
at once, into each others arms.
In the afterglow where
   Nothing
   moves me
from my bed of your breast
            of your thigh.
I'd lay there
tracing the lines
of whole, huge glittery blackness
naming those new constellations
   telling a story of us
      across the sky, we own
   telling a story of us
      and whatever
Forever.

Wednesday, September 14, 2011

First post after a long while. Progress is slow... in general. But a lot has been going on in life, not so much to distract from stated goals, but to add new ones. Hopefully a friends blog will help keep the self-experimentation stuff alive. The bike thing is proving more difficult. I was trying to go with found parts, but the tube for the fork is half an inch longer than any I've found. However! I've made strides in movie and music. After quitting the liquor store and starting work with audio for Dept. of Child Services at MTSU, I'm bringing my ProTools chops back up to speed. Also, I've talked to a number of talented musicians, and MTSU is back in session. That brings the total number of possible participants to infinite. In summation, this post is more to bring myself back to the actual blog, not so much for actual updates. Future updates should include pictures and/or musical clips. Hopefully musical clips. Including for bike updates.

Tuesday, May 3, 2011

A (tiny) bit of progress...

... on the film short. Seth and I have discussed at least the direction we're heading. A sort of psychological thriller with a supernatural edge, maybe if Christopher Nolan wrote and directed a movie after reading The Monkey's Paw. We're trying to root the supernatural bit in something already existing, like witchcraft or the fakir in the Monkey's Paw to avoid overwrought explanations of the "why"  in such a short form. The conclusion of our story has more or less been decided, it's the whole middle thing we have to deal with. You know...plot development and the like. Working on this reminds me of high school English class and five page essays on Hamlet. You've got a lot to say, not a lot of space to say it. Be concise, but leave the art intact. Introduce nothing you can't explore fully and move on from quickly.

Monday, May 2, 2011

An introduction...

...of sorts. Perhaps, first, an explanation. This blog is being written mainly to help keep myself accountable to myself. My hope is that by making public the progress I've made on my endeavors for personal improvement and passions, I will be continually motivated to...continue. The problem is thus: With the so widely varied interests I have, maintaining focus on one in particular is next to impossible. Hence, the title of the blog. It comes from a Kerouac quote in On the Road:

“I like too many things and get all confused and hung-up running from one falling star to another till i drop. This is the night, what it does to you. I had nothing to offer anybody except my own confusion.”

I suppose that is the center of this whole thing. It is entirely possible that I will fail to keep up with this, as I believe many have before. So I will start as best and completely as I can, with goals large and small.
I want to...
...build a fixed gear bicycle.
...complete production on a short film.
...actually write the script to a collection of horror shorts.
...produce the pilot episode of an original radio play/podcast.
...finish writing several original songs to perform on stage at least once.
...learn to walk on my hands.
...improve my diet and exercise regimen and hold to it.
...complete a sort of sound pastiche of Murfreesboro, to be titled I Make Candy in the South, for reasons   that will not become totally clear.
...turn an old television into a sculpture
...host a number of previously discussed beer, wine, and liquor tastings.
...try a week of eating on just $3 (or possibly less) a day.
...learn to juggle.

I'll call that a start.